I am so sick and tired of everything. Every single thing.
Every day I feel like I should detach myself more from feeling and I find it impossible to accomplish or do. I'm dizzy and nauseous. All I want now is to go to bed and never wake up.
For all people care I could die tommorrow and yeah, they'll cry for a bit but they'll move on and I'll be just a memory. Easier to live with.
I guess I'm no fun to hang around with anymore.
I feel used and disposable. I hate this like nothing you'll ever know. And what sucks the most is I can't let it out. S'no use to it you see.
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