I've been angry almost the entire day, and I don't know how justified my anger would be, but it feels like I've had enough.
I'm so fed up.
I'm fed up with people not being aware of others around them.
Fed up of irresponsible people. Tired and exhausted from having to listen to the screams of the kids the parents in this condominium refuse to take care of (So they let them run loose like animals and anything goes as long as THEY don't have to deal with them).
Fed up and SICK of incompetent people in general.
... And I've had to deal with all those kinds of people today.
As I sit here, reflecting on my day and my actions I cannot help but wonder if truly I'm just "that" person who is always angry and complaining about something, or if I'm just that tired from having to deal with incompetence on the daily.
I have to admit, I feel better writing all this out, I talked about it with my SO and he's agreed I'm justified, and yet I still don't feel alright about it. I don't want to be angry all the time, or complaining all the time. I don't want people to feel threatened around me because I'm angry. I don't want to maybe make someone's day worse, I want kindness and patience to be what people associate with me.
... But people are TESTING ME!! gonk
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