Song: City; Hollywood Undead
Mood: Ehhhhhh
The city looks so pretty,
Do you want to burn it with me?
I got my s**t from his house.
I don't know why it affected me so bad.
It hurt.
It hurts.
I wanted him to keep my stuff.
To say "Nonono. I want you back at my house. Where you belong. Part of my family."
But I'm not.
I haven't been for 2 years.
Two long years without a father figure basically.
I make jokes about how he's a dumbass.
How he's stupid and a tool.
But on the inside.
I miss my daddy.
Haha.
I don't think he's a dumbass.
Yeah he's stupid for doing this, but do we not all do stupid s**t one time or another?
He told me he'd change.
He'd fix things.
He didn't
I'm tired of discussing things with him.
Telling him my feelings.
Only to be rejected.
You learn to accept that bittersweet rejection.
Accept that for once things won't change.
They won't get better.
On the bright side they won't get much worse.
I may say I hate people.
That I hate Zeo.
That I hate Jake.
Blah blah.
But she's the one I hate most.
I'd actually kill her.
I'm not even kidding.
She ******** my life over.
And nothings healed since then.
I still have my scars.
I don't let them show.
Its not worth to talk about something that's bound to never change.
Yeah I get to see him in the morning.
Big whoop. 10 minutes at most?
Isn't that a nice relationship with my father?
Some person I get to see 10 minutes every Monday through Friday (:
It hurts so much.
I feel unneeded.
Not wanted.
I'm not a daughter to you, Neal.
Just some stranger in your car.
You know nothing about me anymore.
And you never will.
Mood: Ehhhhhh
The city looks so pretty,
Do you want to burn it with me?
I got my s**t from his house.
I don't know why it affected me so bad.
It hurt.
It hurts.
I wanted him to keep my stuff.
To say "Nonono. I want you back at my house. Where you belong. Part of my family."
But I'm not.
I haven't been for 2 years.
Two long years without a father figure basically.
I make jokes about how he's a dumbass.
How he's stupid and a tool.
But on the inside.
I miss my daddy.
Haha.
I don't think he's a dumbass.
Yeah he's stupid for doing this, but do we not all do stupid s**t one time or another?
He told me he'd change.
He'd fix things.
He didn't
I'm tired of discussing things with him.
Telling him my feelings.
Only to be rejected.
You learn to accept that bittersweet rejection.
Accept that for once things won't change.
They won't get better.
On the bright side they won't get much worse.
I may say I hate people.
That I hate Zeo.
That I hate Jake.
Blah blah.
But she's the one I hate most.
I'd actually kill her.
I'm not even kidding.
She ******** my life over.
And nothings healed since then.
I still have my scars.
I don't let them show.
Its not worth to talk about something that's bound to never change.
Yeah I get to see him in the morning.
Big whoop. 10 minutes at most?
Isn't that a nice relationship with my father?
Some person I get to see 10 minutes every Monday through Friday (:
It hurts so much.
I feel unneeded.
Not wanted.
I'm not a daughter to you, Neal.
Just some stranger in your car.
You know nothing about me anymore.
And you never will.
