Mood: Excited
Song: Hawkbot; FTSK & Chae Hawk
So I got inspired from Lisa's journal to post my secrets
Like this beautiful website
click
Anyway...
Here we go.
I sleep with stuffed animals right next to me sometimes, so I won't feel so alone at night.
I can feel their warmth and it soothes me.
I hate lying.
I'm the biggest hypocrite ever.
I hate that I get so jealous over people I shouldn't worry about.
I talk about how I hate conforming, but I really do want to be accepted.
Beth pisses me off how she's on such a high horse.
David pisses me off because he thinks he's some major badass because he scored Beth.
Sometimes I want to rip off Beth's face and wear it to see if people will talk to me more.
The mean things I say don't only affect the people they're directed at, I get hurt by what I say too.
Sometimes I wish I could kill a person.
I like to watch blood flow out freely.
I purposefully make myself bleed more to just watch it bead up.
I wonder if I could get away with killing a person.
I act so tough but in reality I'm just this frail little girl.
I hate giving advice because I don't really care most of the time.
I fake my emotions a lot.
He frustrates me with his words.
Sometimes I want to punch him in the face.
Sometimes I want to go see him just to make sure he doesn't do his bad habit.
I want to tell him off sometimes.
I like to do whatever he wants so he'll stay with me and tell me I'm pretty.
Boost my self esteem.
All I want to hear from him is "I love you"
I miss the way things were in the summer.
I miss that queer Jake to be honest.
He was fun to talk to on the phone.
I wonder what tomorrow would be like if I died.
I'm ******** scared of death.
Sometimes I get jealous of my friend's happiness and wish them to be sad.
I feel so alone even though there's tons of people around.
My connections with most people feel fake to me.
I wish a zombie apocalypse would happen ; so the world would be much quieter.
I want people to always praise me. I eat that crap up.
I kinda wanna cyber with him. Haha.
I'd let him have my virginity in a heart beat.
I wonder what its like to throw up all my food.
I hate my body. Its gross.
I hate life in general.
Its so boring.
I'll pretend to be interested in what people are saying, but never give a s**t.
I like presents; but I don't like spending.
I hate how I let him control my emotions.
I'm scared of a**l sex.
I'm scared I'm going to mess up during sex in general.
I wonder what its like to go down on a girl.
And I'd totally try it.
I want a baby because I want something to love me unconditionally and to know that something came from me and I might have somehow changed the world.
I want you to text me more and not play xbox or WoW.
the end.
btw happy birthday to myself. (:
Song: Hawkbot; FTSK & Chae Hawk
So I got inspired from Lisa's journal to post my secrets
Like this beautiful website
click
Anyway...
Here we go.
I sleep with stuffed animals right next to me sometimes, so I won't feel so alone at night.
I can feel their warmth and it soothes me.
I hate lying.
I'm the biggest hypocrite ever.
I hate that I get so jealous over people I shouldn't worry about.
I talk about how I hate conforming, but I really do want to be accepted.
Beth pisses me off how she's on such a high horse.
David pisses me off because he thinks he's some major badass because he scored Beth.
Sometimes I want to rip off Beth's face and wear it to see if people will talk to me more.
The mean things I say don't only affect the people they're directed at, I get hurt by what I say too.
Sometimes I wish I could kill a person.
I like to watch blood flow out freely.
I purposefully make myself bleed more to just watch it bead up.
I wonder if I could get away with killing a person.
I act so tough but in reality I'm just this frail little girl.
I hate giving advice because I don't really care most of the time.
I fake my emotions a lot.
He frustrates me with his words.
Sometimes I want to punch him in the face.
Sometimes I want to go see him just to make sure he doesn't do his bad habit.
I want to tell him off sometimes.
I like to do whatever he wants so he'll stay with me and tell me I'm pretty.
Boost my self esteem.
All I want to hear from him is "I love you"
I miss the way things were in the summer.
I miss that queer Jake to be honest.
He was fun to talk to on the phone.
I wonder what tomorrow would be like if I died.
I'm ******** scared of death.
Sometimes I get jealous of my friend's happiness and wish them to be sad.
I feel so alone even though there's tons of people around.
My connections with most people feel fake to me.
I wish a zombie apocalypse would happen ; so the world would be much quieter.
I want people to always praise me. I eat that crap up.
I kinda wanna cyber with him. Haha.
I'd let him have my virginity in a heart beat.
I wonder what its like to throw up all my food.
I hate my body. Its gross.
I hate life in general.
Its so boring.
I'll pretend to be interested in what people are saying, but never give a s**t.
I like presents; but I don't like spending.
I hate how I let him control my emotions.
I'm scared of a**l sex.
I'm scared I'm going to mess up during sex in general.
I wonder what its like to go down on a girl.
And I'd totally try it.
I want a baby because I want something to love me unconditionally and to know that something came from me and I might have somehow changed the world.
I want you to text me more and not play xbox or WoW.
the end.
btw happy birthday to myself. (:
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