Soooo...
I've decided.
You'll either continue to talk or not.
Annnnd I shouldn't ponder much on this fact.
Because if I do, it'll be bad.
I can feel it. 8l
Sooo you just do whatever you're doing.
Annnnd I'll continue to do what I'm doing.
But ooooh.
People are beginning to bother me yet again.
Their words are fake.
I want to talk to you because you're away from this.
Their falseness.
But I can't unless you start the convo.
I don't have much faith in you. Or me.
And I don't have much confidence to talk to you either. (:
As soon as you texted me I was like
"...Why the fuuuuck does he do this. - w-
Silly boy.
Sooo fffff fff fff f. .. . . /replies anyway."
LOL. I'm such a paradox.
I mean like.
It'd be rude to not reply.
And its not like anything serious went down, just a simple convo.
Omg dun txt mii so early thou.
omg it was bad.
took me an hour you jerk face. To go back to sleep.
AN HOUUUUR. /RAGE.
Kait's the only one who'd know what to say, but I'm afraid to bother her with this.
I don't...Think I should.
I think I should handle this myself.
Lisa just calls you a douche.
And Brittney doesn't even know what to say - which is fine by me.
I don't want her to be in this situation. >8l
It really bothers me that people call you a douche, lollipop.
Of course. I mean. You can be.
And an a**. But like. I don't see how you were...Last night. You weren't lmfao.
Like you're a douche when you don't like someone or if your pissed. But you're not like a consta douche. I wouldn't like you if you were.
You don't expect me to understand you though.
Hahahahha. Good. Because. I don't.
And it pisses me off btw.
I don't think you understand me as well as you think or I thought.
We're both so closed to emotions. 8l
Like bosses. ...Dumb bosses. Hahaha.
But I'm trying a lot more to express myself.
Its worked pretty well.
You should try it. (:
&& I know you read these journals btw.
I don't see why you made me explain myself.
Maybe you just wanted me to say it to your face. Idk.
I think you knew completely what I meant.
ura sour lollipop.
I've decided.
You'll either continue to talk or not.
Annnnd I shouldn't ponder much on this fact.
Because if I do, it'll be bad.
I can feel it. 8l
Sooo you just do whatever you're doing.
Annnnd I'll continue to do what I'm doing.
But ooooh.
People are beginning to bother me yet again.
Their words are fake.
I want to talk to you because you're away from this.
Their falseness.
But I can't unless you start the convo.
I don't have much faith in you. Or me.
And I don't have much confidence to talk to you either. (:
As soon as you texted me I was like
"...Why the fuuuuck does he do this. - w-
Silly boy.
Sooo fffff fff fff f. .. . . /replies anyway."
LOL. I'm such a paradox.
I mean like.
It'd be rude to not reply.
And its not like anything serious went down, just a simple convo.
Omg dun txt mii so early thou.
omg it was bad.
took me an hour you jerk face. To go back to sleep.
AN HOUUUUR. /RAGE.
Kait's the only one who'd know what to say, but I'm afraid to bother her with this.
I don't...Think I should.
I think I should handle this myself.
Lisa just calls you a douche.
And Brittney doesn't even know what to say - which is fine by me.
I don't want her to be in this situation. >8l
It really bothers me that people call you a douche, lollipop.
Of course. I mean. You can be.
And an a**. But like. I don't see how you were...Last night. You weren't lmfao.
Like you're a douche when you don't like someone or if your pissed. But you're not like a consta douche. I wouldn't like you if you were.
You don't expect me to understand you though.
Hahahahha. Good. Because. I don't.
And it pisses me off btw.
I don't think you understand me as well as you think or I thought.
We're both so closed to emotions. 8l
Like bosses. ...Dumb bosses. Hahaha.
But I'm trying a lot more to express myself.
Its worked pretty well.
You should try it. (:
&& I know you read these journals btw.
I don't see why you made me explain myself.
Maybe you just wanted me to say it to your face. Idk.
I think you knew completely what I meant.
ura sour lollipop.
