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Mood: Sleepy
Song: Think of You Later ( Empty Room); Every Avenue

I got this band's CD.
And have yet to really listen to it.
Lmao.
I even saw them at the Warped Tour. xDD
Huur. I need to listen to them. I'll do it later.

Today was..uneventful.
Again.
Haha.
Like yesterday.
And the day before.
Ect.

It feels like each day is kinda becoming some Sisyphean task.
Annnd...Look that up if you really wanna know what it is. Haha.
If you're not one to use context clues...
Or ask me I guess idc.

I'm falling in love with Mythology.
Its so..Good...And interesting. Oh my god. FFFF.
And folklores and old fairy tales. Wtff man. xDD
Just another phase most likely.
What comes always goes.

I decided.
I'm going to hire strippers when I get older.
Because staying intimate and keeping up a connection with people is just too much trouble. Puuuhleeeez.
Then I'll drink a lot. And always be happy.
And be some crazy poet like Edgar Allen Poe or story writer like C.S Luis.
******** maybe even some boss artist. Who knows. ;P

I'm being stubborn and refusing to text Sour 'pop first.
I dun wanna.
Lmao that looks so childish. xDD
But yes uhh...I don't know. Its up to him. I guess.
What happens, happens I suppose.
I'm becoming more in tune with real life now.
I'm leaving my little pixle world, slowly.
I guess that's what you could call it? I don't know the right words. Haha.

And I'm definitely not dating until like college.
******** that.
Especially online. That's so...lame.
In a way. It has its pluses and downsides.
The way I look at it is, that it started with my one obsession so it sound end with my obsession.
I know I'll love him to death no matter what I do.
So I see no point in meeting anything else online.
They won't live up to my expectations.
And I wouldn't even like that. (:

Life's shitty.
Make the most of it, I guess.
So let's gogogo.