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How low can YOU go?
Lower than yo mama?
Lower than you know?

You're really irritating.
I'm not an easy target.
Well I am since I get pissed off so easy...
But I think if you treated anyone else the way you treat me then...They'd be just as pissed.

They probably just wouldn't take it like I do.
They'd be gone.
Perhaps that's what I should do.
Be gone.
Ignore you.
And then?
Would you even care?
Hahaha.
Probably not.

But I do think this is not a very healthy relationship.
At all.
You've changed mon cher.
Quite a lot.
Maybe its just to me as you said...But I don't believe so.
And I don't really think you've been telling me the complete and utter truth.

I want you to crawl.
Like a pathetic being.
I want you to beg and cry.
I want to be the one standing over you, as the tears take shape.
The one who brings the pain, not the receiver.
Poison in your veins.
Shaking in your skin.
I want to see you in terror.
Scared of the dark, so you shine the light.
The look upon your face, I think it'd bring me joy.
Your breathing uneven and hard.
I want you to crawl to me, begging to be forgiven.

Ahhhh but that's all just a sick dream I have.
I'll bend to your need.
I'll be the clay you shape.
I'll do as you please.
Slave for the Master.
I'll never stand up to the fire.

Or will I?

I'm not so sure if I'll be so submissive anymore.

I'll play my cards as they're brought upon the table.