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as i go through the routine i wonder, will i just say ******** it and become the id? out for just me? the beast in my heart. will i just take from the world, look out for just myself or can i control it? can i tame the tempure? can i detour from becomeing what i have controled this far. can i be one with myself? Am i just mad at myself. others or the world in general? all the wrong in the world versus the little good. there is a greater evil in this world and u have to ask is it all worth trying. In the end i have to say yes, because the less light there is in the darkness the greater it shines. So i will succed in the control of the wild fire or selfishness.