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1) I can't hate my dad, even after he threw me out.

2) I'll probably never be a part of my brother's life.

3) I act like a goober because I hate acting so serious and stuck up.

4) I'd scared of death.

5) I'm scared I'll never really have a true relationship with another human.

6) I hate how I can lie so openly.

7) I'm scared I'll become an alcoholic, but I hate it when people point it out.

8 ) I don't cry because it makes me feel weak.

9) I was a fool for ever continuing my relationship with Connor.

10) I'm a fool for even being concerned about him.

11) Zeo was a mistake. A big one.

&& Drew was just. Ogod. Just a toy.

12) Brandon wasn't that bad of a boyfriend.

13) But I was that bad of a girlfriend.

14) I hate seeing happy couples, I just think there has to be something wrong with them.

15) My friend piss me off a lot, even my good friends

16) Brittney, Kaylee, and Lisa are probably the only good friends I'll ever have.

17) Which is really sad.

18 ) I have bad taste in friends

19) I have no idea when to give up on something.

20) Back in middle school if I had known what happened after death, regardless of what it was, I would have probably committed suicide.

21) I now think that's completely pathetic.

22) I look down on people who should really be given sympathy.

23) Jake is a worthless piece of a**.

24) Beth needs to get out of David's a*****e.

25) David needs to find a girlfriend that's as ugly as him. (:

26) Beth has gotten uglier since dating david. js.js.

27) Bethany is way to ******** bitchy and needs to shut the hell up half the time.

28 ) Brittney has bad taste in guys, beides Zak, Js.

29) Zak needs to stop going with what all the pop. kids do. Its disgusting.

30) I've always pegged Kait for a lesbian.

31) I need to stop being a p***y and actually tell people how I feel.

32) I wasted half my life inside my happy little bubble.

33) I hate being ignored or having to start convos, I want people to come to me.

34) I have to be the center of attention for my friends, number one.

35) I get jealous so easily its retarded.

36) I really hate it when Connor gets on msn because I think he has no friends to talk to online and he needs to get out.

37) Then I feel bad for thinking that.

38 ) I have majooooor rage problems.

39) I think it'd be okay to kill someone before I die.

40) No, Jake. I don't want to ******** you.

41) Kaylee needs to stop talking to John and put him on blocked list. Hxc.

42) The world isn't so bad anymore.

43) Patches needs to dump Jaryd. He's clearly just using her.

44) I kinda hope this pisses off some people.

45) A small part of me still really cares about all the people I claim to 'hate' like Zeo and Connor.

46) But another part of me really just wants them to fall off the Earth.

47) Lastly, I waste all my time online since I have nothing better to do with my life.

48 ) Which I also think is really, really, pathetic.