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Its then the punch it thrown.
Knock the wind out of me.
Make me suffocate within my own body.
Thud, thud, thud.
The anger welling up within my chest makes my heart beat slow.

My throat feels clawed from the inside.

Hahah.
Why am I so angry?
Who knows.
I do know.
I guess.

Stress is getting to me finally?

I probably won't be okay with this
ever.
Becauuuuse I don't think you really do like him.
And I think saying you did was a lie.
And I hate it when people lie to me.
Especially my friends. But hey! I could be wrong.
I could be wrong.

I just know I'm mad.
But I want her to be happy.

Facade Facade.
I wear it when I get home, so whats stopping doing it online?
Its so easy. Haha.

Home life kinda sucks right now.
..Really sucks. Haha.
School is dragging ouuut on on and on on onononon.
I don't open up. Its dumb.
I haven't had a good cry.
I think everyone is a f*****t.
Except like...2 people at school.

Just a new chapter in life.
turn the pages over and pretend everything's okay.
because eventually it will be.