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Taking a break from what stresses you the most can REALLY help more than you think.
For me, I'll need quite a while.
For instance, I MIGHT be joining the National Guard, but i only have until May 28 to respond to the letter.
The only reasons why I would join would be to get experience & to be able to get a better job once I'm done.
The down sides...are kinda what could kill me.
I don't think that I'm really..fit to fight.
I only fight when I see it fit.
Not to mention, I COULD get sent overseas if I join(Even though there's a small chance of that..but with my luck..yeah.)

Also, taking a break from love would be great.
I AM a hopeless romantic, but I've honestly went:
-Date a guy.
-We date for about 1 - 3 months
-He cheats.
-I cry.
It happens EVERY TIME I'm in a relationship!
Only 2 people haven't ******** me over.

I have a couple of backstabbing friends.
I will NOT mention names..but they're BOTH driving me up a damn wall!

Along with failing English3, soon to be a Senior in high school next year, living with my grandparents would need help yet yell at me ALL THE TIME, taking care of 4 dogs(one dog being blind - she's my baby) and a cat & dealing with my pain in the butt brother & rarely getting to leave the house??
Umm...ya. I need a damn break from everything.
At least for a day.

I need to get rid of some of my nice & shy side because alot of people take advantage of it and it makes me angry.
So!
Over the summer, i just might be a whole new Kitty. <3