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Con un colpo a freddo buio, il cuore si batte a pezzi
strappo con essa l'amore della tua anima
con il dolore della perdita è la scintilla della speranza
ma anche la tua candela non può essere vero
addirittura anche un amore lossed è anche un amore avuto.
per tis 'meglio amare che non hanno mai sentito.

con il senso di colpa del tuo cuore rivelatore
grido face una lacrima dolorosa
ma il cielo è aperto tu e la tua anima è libera
lasciare che tu bagliore di auto
incandescenza con splendore tu che hai il cuore
per l'amore e la vita sono le cose misteriose tua
sempre necessari, ma non è mai facile avere.


J.J., io adesso spariranno. Mi sento come se ti ho causato troppi problemi. Lo faccio perché ti amo, io non voglio essere il tuo manette. Voglio che tu volare ed essere bella come si può essere. vivere e amare la tua vita. e prometto, farò lo stesso con la mia

Quoteth, la fenice mai più

To me, he just wasn't there:
-He was always busy when I really needed to talk to him
-He never really wanted to pull away from what he was doing to help me.
-When I called him crying, he never knew what to say or do
-It's like..he was too busy to call me

that part was not true.. who was the only person out of the relationship who called?.... i called you almost everynight... and i mean that and that is the trueth... you called crying which was the majority y you always call me first.... i try and say wat i can to comfort you bet yet you fell the same sadness as each moment you called me... what was i to say when i've givin it my all? what was i to do? i am 2,000 miles away... im homless... i've been busy recently because of non-stop job searching... to get a place... to pay the phone bill that keeps me connected to you... well kept connected anyways.... you are just like Nagisa (crybaby) but that is just who you are ='p... you suffering is pillow hitting you in the face... mine is a living hell... everyday a struggle... there is no job openings cause there is none... ive applied everywhere in this small town... im sorry i couldnt get a hold of you before we had split... you cry about a bad day of ur first day of school...

I cry cause i dont have a blanket, i cry cause im cold, i cry cause im not with you, i cry cause i've been living in a slide in a park, i cry cause my family droped me like an ugly baby... i'm out here alone, tired,... to be continued....

"All i ever wanted
was you and me..."