Duality; Bayside
Sleepy
Mmmm. Another year passes on.
Movin slow like a slug.
You lose people.
You keep people.
You gain people.
Its all different.
Molding, changing into the person you're meant to be.
Ones who used to shine, dull.
Ones who used to hide, shine brighter than any other star.
Some - remain the same.
Where am I in all this fast forward motion, that feels oh so slow?
I know I've changed.
Different now than I've ever been.
More liked by myself, most certainly.
I like to run scenarios over and over in my head.
Ones that I hope will happen.
Ones that I hope never happen.
They never really seem to come true.
I'm happy now. Broken away from the strings.
Holding onto her warm hand.
But I made the mistake to look back.
Another trap laid out so carefully.
Almost got scorched, I snatched my hand away, I had been leaning out towards you.
Now once admiring eyes are disgusted and cold.
Monster, you gobbled him up and tried to fool me again.
No, I fooled myself. But I'm better now, cured almost.
Completely content with my Lisa, Brittney, and Kitty Kait.
I've got the brains, I've got the looks, and I'm gaining the confidence.
What do I need from you anymore?
Sleepy
Mmmm. Another year passes on.
Movin slow like a slug.
You lose people.
You keep people.
You gain people.
Its all different.
Molding, changing into the person you're meant to be.
Ones who used to shine, dull.
Ones who used to hide, shine brighter than any other star.
Some - remain the same.
Where am I in all this fast forward motion, that feels oh so slow?
I know I've changed.
Different now than I've ever been.
More liked by myself, most certainly.
I like to run scenarios over and over in my head.
Ones that I hope will happen.
Ones that I hope never happen.
They never really seem to come true.
I'm happy now. Broken away from the strings.
Holding onto her warm hand.
But I made the mistake to look back.
Another trap laid out so carefully.
Almost got scorched, I snatched my hand away, I had been leaning out towards you.
Now once admiring eyes are disgusted and cold.
Monster, you gobbled him up and tried to fool me again.
No, I fooled myself. But I'm better now, cured almost.
Completely content with my Lisa, Brittney, and Kitty Kait.
I've got the brains, I've got the looks, and I'm gaining the confidence.
What do I need from you anymore?
