So it seems.
I always feel
as if
I should be the good person
But what I say
What I do
Comes out wrong
Comes out mean
I can't say one thing about one person
Without someone
getting hurt.
frustrated
upset
'disgusted'
Why can't I have two number ones?
You both clearly rank pretty high in my charts.
Why does there always have to be ONE.
You two are just so...Different.
I can't even compare you two.
You're both my best friends.
But he's on one level.
And you're on another.
He does one thing for me.
And you do something different.
I know you'll be with me forever Lisa.
I know you won't ever just disappear and not talk to me.
But I know he will.
Not on purpose.
Its just what he does.
I'm kinda really upset.
That you'd
Just.
Even write that.
Don't you think I've been jealous of these...Joe and Finch characters?
That you spend more time with them than me.
Yes yes yes its real life.
And you think it irritates you when I talk about Connor? It bites me to the bone when you talk about Zach.
Me and You have something he won't get.
I know he doesn't
And me and him have something you don't get.
I hate choosing.
So I choose not to.
I hate it when you call him a f*****t.
And I hate whenever he says something about you.
Goddamn maybe I should just stop talking to both of you.
And not have a number one.
Lol.
I always feel
as if
I should be the good person
But what I say
What I do
Comes out wrong
Comes out mean
I can't say one thing about one person
Without someone
getting hurt.
frustrated
upset
'disgusted'
Why can't I have two number ones?
You both clearly rank pretty high in my charts.
Why does there always have to be ONE.
You two are just so...Different.
I can't even compare you two.
You're both my best friends.
But he's on one level.
And you're on another.
He does one thing for me.
And you do something different.
I know you'll be with me forever Lisa.
I know you won't ever just disappear and not talk to me.
But I know he will.
Not on purpose.
Its just what he does.
I'm kinda really upset.
That you'd
Just.
Even write that.
Don't you think I've been jealous of these...Joe and Finch characters?
That you spend more time with them than me.
Yes yes yes its real life.
And you think it irritates you when I talk about Connor? It bites me to the bone when you talk about Zach.
Me and You have something he won't get.
I know he doesn't
And me and him have something you don't get.
I hate choosing.
So I choose not to.
I hate it when you call him a f*****t.
And I hate whenever he says something about you.
Goddamn maybe I should just stop talking to both of you.
And not have a number one.
Lol.