and idgaf how much it pisses me off.
you tell friends how you feel i guess..so.
Maybe I'm just wishing.
For the old days to come back.
When we were all kinda friends.
None of us had a ruined view of each other.
I got hurt because, Lisa you actually thought I'd let Connor worm his little way into my heart and boot you out?
Haha. No.
No matter even if he wants to do it.
He can ******** share.
I will listen to you.
I will consider it.
I know I'm playing a dangerous game.
I've been so close to Connor lately because YOU haven't been around.
He's all I've got right now.
Because he's actually like texting me and IM'ing me.
I hardly try to get ahold of him.
Its nice that he's actually looking out for me this time.
Telling me not to get too drunk and not to hang out with Jason.
He's actually concerned? Because I don't think he'd really fake it.
Its just too much trouble, he's a lazy f**.
The problem is..
You've only heard what I've said about Connor when I've been mad at him.
You don't even really know our past.
Me and Connor used to be really tight.
Like...Really really really close.
Yeah, he hurt me.
I'm pretty sure I hurt him too.
I'm leery of him.
I'm frustrated that I don't get to talk to you everyday.
I miss Lisa.
It pisses me the ******** off.
Rage rage rage das all I got!
For the old days to come back.
When we were all kinda friends.
None of us had a ruined view of each other.
I got hurt because, Lisa you actually thought I'd let Connor worm his little way into my heart and boot you out?
Haha. No.
No matter even if he wants to do it.
He can ******** share.
I will listen to you.
I will consider it.
I know I'm playing a dangerous game.
I've been so close to Connor lately because YOU haven't been around.
He's all I've got right now.
Because he's actually like texting me and IM'ing me.
I hardly try to get ahold of him.
Its nice that he's actually looking out for me this time.
Telling me not to get too drunk and not to hang out with Jason.
He's actually concerned? Because I don't think he'd really fake it.
Its just too much trouble, he's a lazy f**.
The problem is..
You've only heard what I've said about Connor when I've been mad at him.
You don't even really know our past.
Me and Connor used to be really tight.
Like...Really really really close.
Yeah, he hurt me.
I'm pretty sure I hurt him too.
I'm leery of him.
I'm frustrated that I don't get to talk to you everyday.
I miss Lisa.
It pisses me the ******** off.
Rage rage rage das all I got!
