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dis is whur i b***h
Hopelessly All In
Mood: Irritated
Song: Aerodynamic; Daft Punk

I'm a little peeved at my pino.
I guess I have no right to be.
But idk..
Its just like.
Even if someone gives me a white lie.
I feel like I shouldn't trust them?
Like I should shrink back and scoot away.

Then I'm like "well ******** who else has lied to me?"
Because then I feel stupid for not realizing it.
And that's one thing I hate soooooooo much.
Feeling stupid.
God that just pisses me off to no extent.

Thhhhhen.
It seemed like Lisa wanted to talk to me more when I was away.
but I mean.
I guess I could IM her first.
But I hate doing that all the ******** time.
And shes always playing WoW so shes kinda distracted.
So I guess its better that I just shut the ******** up.

I really want Connor to come visit me.
I really just want to take care of Connor.
I wanna motivate him to do things.
Great things.
Because I know he can do them, he's special!
He's soooo smart and soo good at stuff, he just...Isn't motivated.
And I'm like "I want you to be that special person I know you are! ): "
I'm hopelessly in love with that kid.
Like all the way.
I've been like this ever since we started dating.
My heart is just...Hopelessly always falling for him.
Now that I've met him I'm just like "Omg you're freaking perfect."

I feel kinda silly when I'm like "Omg Ima move in with Connor and make him sammiches!"
Cuz its just something so girly..And I'm NEVER girly.
Then my mom brings me down.
But I'm like "Hey ******** you. I know what I want in life for the first time."
And its true brahhh
I've never really wanted anything so bad in my life ow o
Ya dig?
Call me silly.
Call me stuuuupid.
I dont give a ********!



Cuz all I do.
Is love Connor.
ALL I DO.
8l






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septictanx
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 28, 2010 @ 11:04pm
you're such a good person <3


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