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Duuuude.
Why did I even like attempt to talk to her about it?
Looool.
I should have just let it go.

But it just kept nagging me and nagging me.

"well what do you wanna talk about?"

Wtf that just made my whole like issue with you seem so pointless.
Like. Oh my ******** god.
I'm so angry wtf.

Actually I'm not so much angry as I'm...Upset?
Its like she doesn't give a s**t when clearly she's the one who kinda brought it all up.
Dude I don't even.
what the ********.
you confuse me.
I dont ******** understand you at all.


I'm to the point where I'm like
"bro are we even friends?"
Cuz we talk like..Once a week? Or less.
And it sucks cuz we were really really close.
But nope.
apparently I talk about Connor too much.
And you talk about WoW too much.
So maybe we just shouldn't even bother?

You just grr.
You said you'd be my friend.
No matter what?
But you'd let...me getting the boy that I've loved forever...Tear us apart?
that's kinda...uh...retarded.

I'm just so confused
And bitter.
I don't wanna be in this mood ughffghfhfhfghhgggg.
My chest hurts.