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Blah Blah Blah
dis is whur i b***h
shoes and weed
Mood: Tired as ********
Song: Letting Go; Armana Regin


Its amazing how well I think I know people.
I believe I can read them like the back of my hand,
yet the most important ones to me seem to deceive my senses.

Once innocence is lost how can it be regained?
When meaning is snatched away, where do you venture to find it?

The current of life's flow is so strong.
Even the wise can be swept off their feet, only to drown under the stream.

Wish I knew what to say to her, but my words feel so empty and meaningless.
Hollow.
They ring, but its now only a dull, muffled noise.
I have no words of comfort and security to give, and its scary.

She seems so put together, so mature.
And she is.
Yet somewhere along the way, maybe the parties, maybe the alcohol, or maybe it was just the hurt, whatever it was, she lost touch with herself.
If someone doesn't know themselves than who are they?
How can they have a meaningful relationship with another person, if they do not know the most important person - their own self?

I dunno know what to tell Kait.
I'm not really a party person, so I've never really overdone it party wise.
I don't know when its time to just stop and be like "wow i've gone too far."
I wish she'd talk to Connor about it. );
He'd give better advice on this than I would.

Bleh.
I wish I could turn back time and just have helped her more.
But at that time I was lost and confused.
Worried about myself and what my actions had done.
I couldn't even take care of my own relationship issues, so I was more concerned about healing and finding myself.

Anyway.
I wish I could go back and punch that c***e in the face before he really got a chance to latch on to Kait.
He just took and maybe he gave something back to Kait, but mostly he just took.
A ******** dirty leech. ;l
And I wish I had been more forceful when I told her to leave him.
But I can't turn back time, all I can do is apologize and try to help her now.


People like him disgust me anyway.
Useless and lost.
Unwilling to find themselves and move.
Just a big wad of s**t on a log.
Scum. ): <

I'm Kaitlin's daddy ):
CONNOR AND I SHOULD PROTECT HER.
Supah Parents to save the dayyy.
...Then again we don't make very good parents. xDDD An ex alcoholic and a hippie. Lmao ; ___ ;
At least she'll get good presents for her b-day. Shoes and Weed. Lol ;w ;





 
 
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