Mood: Okay I guess
Song: Its the Music That We Choose; Gorillaz
Gotta get back to working again today );
Lame.
Next day off is Thursday, wonderful.
Poooo.
I kinda miss the days when we'd be on the phone every night ; ___ ;
For like an hour or so.
I didn't care how tired I was the next day because it was always fun and made me happy.
And it sucks cuz I wake up at hours when you'd usually call ;l
Then it takes forever to fall back asleep.
I'm so selfish ): <
I always want your attention.
I never think about what you may be busy doing.
Its funny.
I used to be so attached to this...Fantasy world.
Gaia was my escape from reality.
But now reality is sweet.
I've lost my imagination in a way it feels.
And it feels like I lost a part of myself.
But in a good way, she needed to be gone.
She was my downfall.
The part of me that always kept me here and craved any sort of attention she could gather.
I have my purpose.
I've been searching for him for such a long long time.
The silly boy was under my nose all along.
It took me meeting him to realize just how much he meant.
Maybe I can't write anything anymore because it was always sad.
A beautiful melancholy tail.
Don't writers write about their happiness though?
Its a bit harder, I don't wanna sound cheesy. Haha.
The only reason I get online anymore is to see if Connor's on.
Well. Connor first. Travis second. Brittney third.
Funny because Connor's hardly on and Brittney even less.
August, September, and then finally my long awaited month - October.
August will fly by, it always does.
September will drag on a little, its my least favorite month.
October 28th will hopefully be here quicker than a rattlesnake str- Okay no. Hopefully it'll be here soon. xD
Cuz I miss waking up to his face.
And I miss holding his hand.
The warmth. ):
The kisses.
Grrr the hell yo.
I just talked to him yesterday morning and I already miss him so much.
God I'm too clingy. ; _____________ ;
Song: Its the Music That We Choose; Gorillaz
Gotta get back to working again today );
Lame.
Next day off is Thursday, wonderful.
Poooo.
I kinda miss the days when we'd be on the phone every night ; ___ ;
For like an hour or so.
I didn't care how tired I was the next day because it was always fun and made me happy.
And it sucks cuz I wake up at hours when you'd usually call ;l
Then it takes forever to fall back asleep.
I'm so selfish ): <
I always want your attention.
I never think about what you may be busy doing.
Its funny.
I used to be so attached to this...Fantasy world.
Gaia was my escape from reality.
But now reality is sweet.
I've lost my imagination in a way it feels.
And it feels like I lost a part of myself.
But in a good way, she needed to be gone.
She was my downfall.
The part of me that always kept me here and craved any sort of attention she could gather.
I have my purpose.
I've been searching for him for such a long long time.
The silly boy was under my nose all along.
It took me meeting him to realize just how much he meant.
Maybe I can't write anything anymore because it was always sad.
A beautiful melancholy tail.
Don't writers write about their happiness though?
Its a bit harder, I don't wanna sound cheesy. Haha.
The only reason I get online anymore is to see if Connor's on.
Well. Connor first. Travis second. Brittney third.
Funny because Connor's hardly on and Brittney even less.
August, September, and then finally my long awaited month - October.
August will fly by, it always does.
September will drag on a little, its my least favorite month.
October 28th will hopefully be here quicker than a rattlesnake str- Okay no. Hopefully it'll be here soon. xD
Cuz I miss waking up to his face.
And I miss holding his hand.
The warmth. ):
The kisses.
Grrr the hell yo.
I just talked to him yesterday morning and I already miss him so much.
God I'm too clingy. ; _____________ ;
