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I haven't made a serious journal in a long time. ;l
Like a looooong time haha.
I'm pretty sure Travis isn't going to really talk to me anymore.
Which upsets me a little.
Nothing I can do about it though.

Because it definitely wasn't my fault so I'm not gonna take the blame.
But I did apologize? Even though I didn't really need to..xD

Never introducing you to my best friends Connor! ); <
Unless its irl.
Cuz you're a looooot nicer in real life than you are online. Hahaha.
That's fasho.

And ummm. you asked how long we've been dating.
THAT REALLY BOTHERS ME CUZ I REALLY WANT LIKE..THE CORRECT AMOUNT OF TIME ):
Honestly though. As long as we've known each other we've always been more than friends...Ya know?
Like you treated me as a girlfriend haha. Sometimes you treated me better than you did your girlfriends..xDDDD
I always had a mega crush on you, and I thought I hid it so well haha. But I didn't really I guess. P:
So then in a way I guess you could say we've been dating for like...Four years?
Haha. I never stopped loving you no matter how angry I was with you. ;l
And even when I was considering dating other people, I loved you P:
You've always been that one special person to me.
That's never going to change.

Anywayyyy.
Pretty sure Travis and I won't be the same anymore haha.
AND APPARENTLY
One of the side effects to birth control is depression.
;l
And like I'm not just being one of those people who's like "OMG SIDE EFFECTS"
Cuz like I have been getting kinda in the dumps about AP
xDDD
I'm just like "******** gotta do better ******** im stupid ); <"
Its retarded.

and ugh I'm so sleepy...idk why...
well.
I KNOW why but i love talking to connor late at night.