Mood: Happy
Song: Time to Pretend; MGMT
Voodoo is getting closer and closer; 47 more days.
Yeah I'm a dork for counting haha.
I can't help it though.
I have nothing else to look forward to. );
I actually kinda appreciate school.
It distracts me from missing Connor.
Like for real.
The days over the summer it was horrible.
All I would do is be like "Ugh why is connor not here. Why aren't we near each other. Oh god I'm so bored without Connor."
Its crazy how much I ache for that kid.
Crazy crazy crazy! ):
Every time I have a moment of peace I'm just like "Oh I wonder what Connur coo is doing" And then I just miss him bunches uhgghghhhh!
Why can't it be October?! );<
And lately I've been listening to indie s**t lmfao.
Like...Minus the Bear, MGMT, and Florence + The Machine. xDD
Becoming a hippie ogod!
I just feel so chill lately? Like ...I dunno how to explain it. xDD
I'm pretty sure November 1st I'm gonna cry.
And everyone on the plane is going to stare at me. ;l
Last time I had to leave Connor, he had to like push me into the car haha.
Cuz I didn't wanna let go.
And that night I woke up and thought he was there but it was just pillows...);
I'm kinda scared that I'm not smart enough to get into Loyola haha.
That I'm just reaching for something too high up.
Something I'll never reach, but I'm going to try?
I just really fail at tests...I don't know what it is. I just can't take them ;l
I guess I'll just also send my resume to other colleges down there lol.
s**t bro I don't even know what I really wanna do with my life haha.
Except live down there with Connor and just have a paying job and a place to live
That's all I'm really asking for lol.
Nothing big anymore.
I don't really have any super high hopes haha.
Is that bad?
Not really.
Some may think so.
But I know that if I'm with Connor and I have a job.
I'll be perfectly happy.
I don't need a lot to make me happy.
Just mah boo and munies. The Jew in me will never leave. ;l
Travis hasn't been online but he left me an offline telling me to stfu and that we're still bffjills.
): <
I wish he'd at least like call me and be like "Oh this is what's going on!"
But I'll just wait for him to get back online. Whenever that is.
Hope its not when I'm at Voodoo. Cuz I'm not getting online at all. Haha.
And I probably won't be texting anyone...Until I get back home ha.
I'll be too busy!
Song: Time to Pretend; MGMT
Voodoo is getting closer and closer; 47 more days.
Yeah I'm a dork for counting haha.
I can't help it though.
I have nothing else to look forward to. );
I actually kinda appreciate school.
It distracts me from missing Connor.
Like for real.
The days over the summer it was horrible.
All I would do is be like "Ugh why is connor not here. Why aren't we near each other. Oh god I'm so bored without Connor."
Its crazy how much I ache for that kid.
Crazy crazy crazy! ):
Every time I have a moment of peace I'm just like "Oh I wonder what Connur coo is doing" And then I just miss him bunches uhgghghhhh!
Why can't it be October?! );<
And lately I've been listening to indie s**t lmfao.
Like...Minus the Bear, MGMT, and Florence + The Machine. xDD
Becoming a hippie ogod!
I just feel so chill lately? Like ...I dunno how to explain it. xDD
I'm pretty sure November 1st I'm gonna cry.
And everyone on the plane is going to stare at me. ;l
Last time I had to leave Connor, he had to like push me into the car haha.
Cuz I didn't wanna let go.
And that night I woke up and thought he was there but it was just pillows...);
I'm kinda scared that I'm not smart enough to get into Loyola haha.
That I'm just reaching for something too high up.
Something I'll never reach, but I'm going to try?
I just really fail at tests...I don't know what it is. I just can't take them ;l
I guess I'll just also send my resume to other colleges down there lol.
s**t bro I don't even know what I really wanna do with my life haha.
Except live down there with Connor and just have a paying job and a place to live
That's all I'm really asking for lol.
Nothing big anymore.
I don't really have any super high hopes haha.
Is that bad?
Not really.
Some may think so.
But I know that if I'm with Connor and I have a job.
I'll be perfectly happy.
I don't need a lot to make me happy.
Just mah boo and munies. The Jew in me will never leave. ;l
Travis hasn't been online but he left me an offline telling me to stfu and that we're still bffjills.
): <
I wish he'd at least like call me and be like "Oh this is what's going on!"
But I'll just wait for him to get back online. Whenever that is.
Hope its not when I'm at Voodoo. Cuz I'm not getting online at all. Haha.
And I probably won't be texting anyone...Until I get back home ha.
I'll be too busy!
