Anyway, this song was written to help me express the emotion and the consequences of losing this person as a friend. She completely destroyed me and it's hard for me to feel anything but bitterness since (even though i seriously don't want to). If you're reading this, please don't just skim through the lyrics. Read through them and sincerely try to understand. If you can relate, then all the better. You're not alone!
Betrayal
Stricken with sorrow, I'm taken aback.
You've crippled me, sickened me,
I can't see through my own calloused mask.
Burdened with a heavy heart, I fall onto my knees.
Why can't you possibly see everything you've done to me?
Your betrayal has destroyed me.
I try to rebuild, try to escape,
And you always find your way back to me.
I love you and hate you all at once,
Yet your betrayal left me a former image of what I once was.
Burning, my emotions are set aflame.
The heat is rising, piercing my every vein.
My mind is set into endless madness,
I'm drowning now in memory of you.
