Mood: Dunno
Song: Swing Life Away; Rise Against
Ohh this song brings back so many memories.
Good and bad I suppose.
It reminds me of summer though.
Brittney's an idiot.
I think she knows.
I've cooled down a little.
But I know I'm not going to talk to her the same anymore, respect's gone.
I have the cold hard facts.
But she had emotion.
Emotion usually wins over facts when it comes to girls haha.
But this whole ordeal just like.
Turned me back into the super doucher I was.
I was just like "wow I'm being a d**k head"
I looked into the mirror and I saw some grumpy, moody b***h. ;l
And I didn't like it.
Lately I've been a lot nicer and stuff
But then last night I was just.
Straight up mean. ;l
I WAS LIKE "WTF I WAS BECOMING A NICE CHILL HIPPIE AND THEN I REVERTED BACK TO MY OLD a*****e SELF"
I know its wrong of me.
But I know I'm right and she's going to just get hurt again. And deal with it.
So I suppose I'll just distance myself.
Easier than being like "We're not friends anymore"
I guess that way everyone will be happy. ;l
That's why I was crying last night. Haha.
And I'm missing Connor more and more these days.
I was riding in the car and it just hit me like Bam!
It hurt so much. ):
Just a few more weeks Paige.
Just a few more weeks.
Travis has been trying to help.
I'm just that person who usually hides away and deals with it them self.
Its how I've been my whole life haha.
Voodoo needs to hurry up.
Time is flying but not fast enough. );
I'm impatient ): <
I guess I just don't really wanna talk to anyone right now.
Besides Connor.
BLAH.
I'll just ignore it.
I'll get over it eventually.
Its stupid so its not worth worrying over.
Song: Swing Life Away; Rise Against
Ohh this song brings back so many memories.
Good and bad I suppose.
It reminds me of summer though.
Brittney's an idiot.
I think she knows.
I've cooled down a little.
But I know I'm not going to talk to her the same anymore, respect's gone.
I have the cold hard facts.
But she had emotion.
Emotion usually wins over facts when it comes to girls haha.
But this whole ordeal just like.
Turned me back into the super doucher I was.
I was just like "wow I'm being a d**k head"
I looked into the mirror and I saw some grumpy, moody b***h. ;l
And I didn't like it.
Lately I've been a lot nicer and stuff
But then last night I was just.
Straight up mean. ;l
I WAS LIKE "WTF I WAS BECOMING A NICE CHILL HIPPIE AND THEN I REVERTED BACK TO MY OLD a*****e SELF"
I know its wrong of me.
But I know I'm right and she's going to just get hurt again. And deal with it.
So I suppose I'll just distance myself.
Easier than being like "We're not friends anymore"
I guess that way everyone will be happy. ;l
That's why I was crying last night. Haha.
And I'm missing Connor more and more these days.
I was riding in the car and it just hit me like Bam!
It hurt so much. ):
Just a few more weeks Paige.
Just a few more weeks.
Travis has been trying to help.
I'm just that person who usually hides away and deals with it them self.
Its how I've been my whole life haha.
Voodoo needs to hurry up.
Time is flying but not fast enough. );
I'm impatient ): <
I guess I just don't really wanna talk to anyone right now.
Besides Connor.
BLAH.
I'll just ignore it.
I'll get over it eventually.
Its stupid so its not worth worrying over.
