Mood: Sleepy as hell dude.
Song: Float On; Modest Mouse
Blaaah.
I wish it was October 28th, 2010 at 7:04 already!
Its odd.
After meeting Connor and going home.
It felt.
weird?
Now I really feel like I don't belong here.
Even around my friends, I still laugh and act the same.
But something's changed.
I think its that emptiness I feel.
I want him to be there with me.
Their company just isn't enough.
So I feel like I'm not close to them at all.
As if they're in some box and I'm just standing outside of it, pretending to be apart of their group.
It's only 11 days goddamn.
I guess this week and next is just going to be a killer.
For real.
I'm gonna struggle haha.
WISH I HAD SOMETHING TO DISTRACT ME WITH.
LIKE WEEEEEED.
I guess I could smoke weed and s**t with Bethany, but I don't want to...;l
Actually no I don't wanna smoke weed cuz that just made me miss him more LOL ):
Its probably because of the taste in my mouth, and the smell in the air.
I haven't done anything for college yet..Haha
Its right around the corner and I'm trying to hide from it.
Damn me being so lazy.
And Connor! ):
Your bracelet is going to break soon.
The string is unraveling...):
I'm going to cry when it does, and be pissy all day.
I'll just fix it in some ghetto way..Like super glue...or something...lolz.
And I think it'd be cute if you got me a bowl haha.
I'd treasure it forever and ever!
I probably wouldn't smoke out of it cuz I'm too much of a Jew to spend munies on weed.
Maybe I'll steal Winode's dank.
But yeah!
It'd be something that you love to do that you're giving me. You know?
I'd have to hide it from my parents...I'll just put it in my undies drawer haha. ;P
I hope you know I'm going to smother you with kisses haha.
Hope you don't mind all that much..xD
I'll just be so excited to see you ): I'll probably be clingy..Just tell me to gtfo if I get too, too clingy.
Uhh I'm too tired to write anymore. Peace guys.
Song: Float On; Modest Mouse
Blaaah.
I wish it was October 28th, 2010 at 7:04 already!
Its odd.
After meeting Connor and going home.
It felt.
weird?
Now I really feel like I don't belong here.
Even around my friends, I still laugh and act the same.
But something's changed.
I think its that emptiness I feel.
I want him to be there with me.
Their company just isn't enough.
So I feel like I'm not close to them at all.
As if they're in some box and I'm just standing outside of it, pretending to be apart of their group.
It's only 11 days goddamn.
I guess this week and next is just going to be a killer.
For real.
I'm gonna struggle haha.
WISH I HAD SOMETHING TO DISTRACT ME WITH.
LIKE WEEEEEED.
I guess I could smoke weed and s**t with Bethany, but I don't want to...;l
Actually no I don't wanna smoke weed cuz that just made me miss him more LOL ):
Its probably because of the taste in my mouth, and the smell in the air.
I haven't done anything for college yet..Haha
Its right around the corner and I'm trying to hide from it.
Damn me being so lazy.
And Connor! ):
Your bracelet is going to break soon.
The string is unraveling...):
I'm going to cry when it does, and be pissy all day.
I'll just fix it in some ghetto way..Like super glue...or something...lolz.
And I think it'd be cute if you got me a bowl haha.
I'd treasure it forever and ever!
I probably wouldn't smoke out of it cuz I'm too much of a Jew to spend munies on weed.
Maybe I'll steal Winode's dank.
But yeah!
It'd be something that you love to do that you're giving me. You know?
I'd have to hide it from my parents...I'll just put it in my undies drawer haha. ;P
I hope you know I'm going to smother you with kisses haha.
Hope you don't mind all that much..xD
I'll just be so excited to see you ): I'll probably be clingy..Just tell me to gtfo if I get too, too clingy.
Uhh I'm too tired to write anymore. Peace guys.
