Mood: Fine
Song: Fin; Anberlin
How could someone fall in love with someone 'bad'?
You can't help who you fall in love with, firstly.
And I don't think you're necessarily bad...
You just have a bad habit - drugs.
And its not like you do super hardcore drugs, or perform drug trafficking haha.
When you asked me that question I was just like "Uhh what? Silly goose."
I fell in love with you long before I even knew you were a 'bad boy'.
And honestly I don't think you're as bad as you think you are. xDD
I thought for the longest time you were this big bad a**.
But when I met you, I just..
Idk? Saw a different side of you.
And I knew you were actually this kind hearted sweetie on the inside.
That's why I like my real life friends moreso than my internet ones.
I can tell if they're some lying a*****e irl.
But online I can't really...So I tend to make really shitty friends online haha.
But yeah.
When I met you, I saw something more than some druggie who's this badass.
I think you just..Got pulled into it and then fell in love with it - which is no biggie.
Drugs are bad when you abuse them, which I don't really see you doing.
And I fell in love with Connor.
Not stoner Connor.
I didn't even know you smoked weed until like a year into our friendship, by then I was already hardcore crushing on you haha.
I don't care if you do drugs, just don't go too far.
If it makes you happy, then I'm not going to stop you.
I already know, though, that I put probably way too much trust in you.
I always have.
I trust you more than...I don't even know..
I don't know why I do either.
I just..As soon as I befriended you I was like "This guy, Ima give him my trust!"
..Actually I didn't even realize I put so much trust in you until a lot later.
I think its because I love you just..So much.
I can't help but give you trust, you know?
Voodoo is sososo close.
I can barely stop the butterflies in my tummy ):
Let alone pay attention to anything haha.
I really honestly think the only one who understands just how much being with Connor again means to me is Kait.
Because she met Bri.
She understands that longing.
The feeling of your precious thing being ripped away.
Its horrible.
But the feeling of seeing them again.
OH GOSH.
It just...Makes you smile nonstop.
People probably find me rather annoying since I'm always reminding them when Voodoo is haha.
But they can suck it. ;l
Song: Fin; Anberlin
How could someone fall in love with someone 'bad'?
You can't help who you fall in love with, firstly.
And I don't think you're necessarily bad...
You just have a bad habit - drugs.
And its not like you do super hardcore drugs, or perform drug trafficking haha.
When you asked me that question I was just like "Uhh what? Silly goose."
I fell in love with you long before I even knew you were a 'bad boy'.
And honestly I don't think you're as bad as you think you are. xDD
I thought for the longest time you were this big bad a**.
But when I met you, I just..
Idk? Saw a different side of you.
And I knew you were actually this kind hearted sweetie on the inside.
That's why I like my real life friends moreso than my internet ones.
I can tell if they're some lying a*****e irl.
But online I can't really...So I tend to make really shitty friends online haha.
But yeah.
When I met you, I saw something more than some druggie who's this badass.
I think you just..Got pulled into it and then fell in love with it - which is no biggie.
Drugs are bad when you abuse them, which I don't really see you doing.
And I fell in love with Connor.
Not stoner Connor.
I didn't even know you smoked weed until like a year into our friendship, by then I was already hardcore crushing on you haha.
I don't care if you do drugs, just don't go too far.
If it makes you happy, then I'm not going to stop you.
I already know, though, that I put probably way too much trust in you.
I always have.
I trust you more than...I don't even know..
I don't know why I do either.
I just..As soon as I befriended you I was like "This guy, Ima give him my trust!"
..Actually I didn't even realize I put so much trust in you until a lot later.
I think its because I love you just..So much.
I can't help but give you trust, you know?
Voodoo is sososo close.
I can barely stop the butterflies in my tummy ):
Let alone pay attention to anything haha.
I really honestly think the only one who understands just how much being with Connor again means to me is Kait.
Because she met Bri.
She understands that longing.
The feeling of your precious thing being ripped away.
Its horrible.
But the feeling of seeing them again.
OH GOSH.
It just...Makes you smile nonstop.
People probably find me rather annoying since I'm always reminding them when Voodoo is haha.
But they can suck it. ;l
