Mood: Hunnngryy
Song: Lifeboats; Senses Fail
OmgsoIwentdriving.
Not that big of a deal I suppose.
But I dunno!
I've always been passive when it comes to driving.
I don't really care that much to be honest.
Now that I'm almost 18, I care a lot more. LOL.
Becauuuuuse.
Then I can just drive myself wherever I want..;D
AKA New Orleans haha.
I want to go to Mardi Gras.
And My madre is like "NO."
But if I'm 18 and I have my license, how's she gonna stop me? She's not. Lololz.
But still Connor should come up here for winter. ;l
I don't know how I'd survive without him until spring.
******** that.
I'll die by then.
I mean life is just so boring without him.
soooo boring.
Its weird.
I was like Lisa.
I found nothing from life.
I questioned why I was even here on Earth.
Why did anything even matter.
Everything felt so pointless.
So cliche but I changed when I met Connor.
I honestly think love does inspire you to do something.
You have something to live for other than yourself.
You have something to make proud other than yourself.
It just opens up so many things in life.
Your path in life becomes warmer, brighter.
The more I think about it, the more Lisa reminds me of myself back in my late middle school years.
Its kinda scary.
I dunno what to tell her except to just keep going at it man.
;l
& Haha the song (If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To by Weezer reminds me of me and Connor..xDDD
Haha. I think its partially because we saw them live together...but also the lyrics kinda remind me of us for some reason.
So many songs remind me of him.
Haha.
If he came to visit I'd show them all to him and be like "DIS IS YYYY"
omfg i feel kinda sick all the sudden poo!
well then im gonna go drive some more, peace out journal readerzzz.
Song: Lifeboats; Senses Fail
OmgsoIwentdriving.
Not that big of a deal I suppose.
But I dunno!
I've always been passive when it comes to driving.
I don't really care that much to be honest.
Now that I'm almost 18, I care a lot more. LOL.
Becauuuuuse.
Then I can just drive myself wherever I want..;D
AKA New Orleans haha.
I want to go to Mardi Gras.
And My madre is like "NO."
But if I'm 18 and I have my license, how's she gonna stop me? She's not. Lololz.
But still Connor should come up here for winter. ;l
I don't know how I'd survive without him until spring.
******** that.
I'll die by then.
I mean life is just so boring without him.
soooo boring.
Its weird.
I was like Lisa.
I found nothing from life.
I questioned why I was even here on Earth.
Why did anything even matter.
Everything felt so pointless.
So cliche but I changed when I met Connor.
I honestly think love does inspire you to do something.
You have something to live for other than yourself.
You have something to make proud other than yourself.
It just opens up so many things in life.
Your path in life becomes warmer, brighter.
The more I think about it, the more Lisa reminds me of myself back in my late middle school years.
Its kinda scary.
I dunno what to tell her except to just keep going at it man.
;l
& Haha the song (If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To by Weezer reminds me of me and Connor..xDDD
Haha. I think its partially because we saw them live together...but also the lyrics kinda remind me of us for some reason.
So many songs remind me of him.
Haha.
If he came to visit I'd show them all to him and be like "DIS IS YYYY"
omfg i feel kinda sick all the sudden poo!
well then im gonna go drive some more, peace out journal readerzzz.
