Mood: Tired as hell ):
Song: Planetary (Go!); My Chemical Romance
Black Friday wasn't so bad.
So I guess today wasn't horrible.
Its just weird.
I keep thinking I'm on winter break...? Haha wtf Paige.
Anyway.
Still mad at Brittney.
Will be for awhile!
I wonder if I sometimes make life harder than it has to be.
I over think stuff a lot of the times.
I never usually take things as they come, I over analyze?
Because honestly I suppose I could move to New Orleans after high school.
I could get a job there, apply for college.
See if his dad will let me pay him for rent....though that'd make me uncomfortable.
I'd feel like a burden haha.
I just think I won't have enough money in the long run.
And as happy as I would be...I just...Don't think my family would be very happy about the decision. Which would nag at me.
All I've really had for a long long time is my family.
When they're upset with me, it makes me feel bad.
Hell, when anyone's mad at me I feel uncomfortable and feel like I need to fix it.
And then again...
I don't know for sure if Connor would WANT that much Paigey time.
Haha.
And I'm too chicken to ask him. xDD
"I KNOW WE BROKE UP BUT....THIS IS WHAT WE COULD DO TO FIX IT"
I mean...I dunno.
I think he'd LIKE it. But I want him to TELL me. );<
I'm so desperate for winter break. You have NO idea.
I kinda wanna go somewhere since Brittney isn't coming here.
I wanna go to New Orleans. /shot.
I think I just want to escape TN. I'm so tired of it. );
Song: Planetary (Go!); My Chemical Romance
Black Friday wasn't so bad.
So I guess today wasn't horrible.
Its just weird.
I keep thinking I'm on winter break...? Haha wtf Paige.
Anyway.
Still mad at Brittney.
Will be for awhile!
I wonder if I sometimes make life harder than it has to be.
I over think stuff a lot of the times.
I never usually take things as they come, I over analyze?
Because honestly I suppose I could move to New Orleans after high school.
I could get a job there, apply for college.
See if his dad will let me pay him for rent....though that'd make me uncomfortable.
I'd feel like a burden haha.
I just think I won't have enough money in the long run.
And as happy as I would be...I just...Don't think my family would be very happy about the decision. Which would nag at me.
All I've really had for a long long time is my family.
When they're upset with me, it makes me feel bad.
Hell, when anyone's mad at me I feel uncomfortable and feel like I need to fix it.
And then again...
I don't know for sure if Connor would WANT that much Paigey time.
Haha.
And I'm too chicken to ask him. xDD
"I KNOW WE BROKE UP BUT....THIS IS WHAT WE COULD DO TO FIX IT"
I mean...I dunno.
I think he'd LIKE it. But I want him to TELL me. );<
I'm so desperate for winter break. You have NO idea.
I kinda wanna go somewhere since Brittney isn't coming here.
I wanna go to New Orleans. /shot.
I think I just want to escape TN. I'm so tired of it. );
