Mood: Kinda irritated but not?
Song: King of Anything; Sarah Bareilles
Life is sorta boring right now.
School's over now on to college.
But let's go to the juicy stuff.
You're so ******** irritating sometimes.
Well...Not like I should expect much, right? Haha.
All the fun and games are over with, no shocker we've drifted.
What's to keep us in touch?
Nothing really.
I'm quite tired of the game though...
I've said it countless times, but I've never actually...Done anything about it.
You're just so inconsiderate sometimes, you know?
Its so hard to keep in touch with you, because you hardly make the effort sometimes.
But perhaps you're just done with me?
Who knows.
Its kinda like a fork in the road.
We traveled for so long together, that now it just feels weird.
I took the left path and you took the right.
I'm mad at you, I won't lie.
You won't read this though, so who cares.
I'm really mad haha.
You didn't give me a heads up or anything.
Just straight up "Oh I'm not gonna talk to Paige."
Then I bet you, that you'll call and expect everything to be okay and chill.
No.
I'm tired of that! ): <
I'm tired of you expecting me to be there when its good for you.
Unless you have a really really good reason.
I've been there for you through a lot, you know?
Six years.
We went through a buuuuunch of s**t. We stuck it out.
I just don't understand why you go and do this.
Its like you just don't talk to me for weeks on end. Its happened almost every year we've been friends, I believe.
Sometimes Connor I just don't understand you.
At all.
You seem like such a...People person?
But you never really keep in touch with anyone? I mean you hardly reply to texts and such.
I don't get it.
If you are so afraid to be alone then why not make an effort to be with people?
And you with me I don't even get.
Its clear that we have something.
But its like you're afraid, of what I'm still wondering.
That I'm going to hurt you?
That I'm going to just up and leave and you'll be alone?
Or just that you can't take the pain of being alone for those two years I won't be there?
We're always struggling to be something.
You're afraid and even I'm afraid.
I'm deathly afraid of you haha.
Its stupid.
I'm so mad at you.
You better have one hell of a good reason for the silence.
And if you don't well then. I'm tired of this.
Song: King of Anything; Sarah Bareilles
Life is sorta boring right now.
School's over now on to college.
But let's go to the juicy stuff.
You're so ******** irritating sometimes.
Well...Not like I should expect much, right? Haha.
All the fun and games are over with, no shocker we've drifted.
What's to keep us in touch?
Nothing really.
I'm quite tired of the game though...
I've said it countless times, but I've never actually...Done anything about it.
You're just so inconsiderate sometimes, you know?
Its so hard to keep in touch with you, because you hardly make the effort sometimes.
But perhaps you're just done with me?
Who knows.
Its kinda like a fork in the road.
We traveled for so long together, that now it just feels weird.
I took the left path and you took the right.
I'm mad at you, I won't lie.
You won't read this though, so who cares.
I'm really mad haha.
You didn't give me a heads up or anything.
Just straight up "Oh I'm not gonna talk to Paige."
Then I bet you, that you'll call and expect everything to be okay and chill.
No.
I'm tired of that! ): <
I'm tired of you expecting me to be there when its good for you.
Unless you have a really really good reason.
I've been there for you through a lot, you know?
Six years.
We went through a buuuuunch of s**t. We stuck it out.
I just don't understand why you go and do this.
Its like you just don't talk to me for weeks on end. Its happened almost every year we've been friends, I believe.
Sometimes Connor I just don't understand you.
At all.
You seem like such a...People person?
But you never really keep in touch with anyone? I mean you hardly reply to texts and such.
I don't get it.
If you are so afraid to be alone then why not make an effort to be with people?
And you with me I don't even get.
Its clear that we have something.
But its like you're afraid, of what I'm still wondering.
That I'm going to hurt you?
That I'm going to just up and leave and you'll be alone?
Or just that you can't take the pain of being alone for those two years I won't be there?
We're always struggling to be something.
You're afraid and even I'm afraid.
I'm deathly afraid of you haha.
Its stupid.
I'm so mad at you.
You better have one hell of a good reason for the silence.
And if you don't well then. I'm tired of this.
