Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

College classes today.
Well err...One college class haha.
Its just going to be art, but I'm still kind of nervous.
Everyone's going to be older than me GUFHFFF.

Which will be weird...Because I'm older than all my friends so I'm used to being the old one...Not the young one ha.

Ahh life feels so...Quiet now.
If that's the right word for it.
I've been hanging out with Melissa's and Farmer's friends.
Its SO WEIRD TO HANG OUT WITH ELDERS.

But at the same time it feels great because they give good advice haha.
I've been talking to Brittney and Ryan a lot more.
They're like part of the family now haha. <3

Just rolling along I suppose.
I listened to all my clips of old msn conversations...Because thats all I have left on my main computer.. Haha.It made me realize how retarded my conversations with people were xDD
It made me kinda miss Lisa a little. But that's the past and this is now the present.
Can't go back and undo s**t anymore.
As if life is that easy.

Honestly I don't know if I should even touch on the subject of connur.
Because it doesn't really matter anymore.
He's gone that way
<-----
And I went this way
---->
People go their different ways, its just life.

You're gonna get hurt and stuff.
And as much as I'd like him to come back, he won't.
I guess I could have tried to talk to him, but you know...Didn't want to get ignored.
so I just let things go this way haha.
Friends come and go, I guess.

Catie's party is on Friday? NO SATURDAY.
I'm really excited cuz I'll get to see my friendsssss <3
And Friday we might go ice skating.
Taylor and I are trying to get everyone together, to do what I have no idea.
Brit and Ry are hopefully comin down next weekend.

Life goes on as it always does I suppose. Even when you want to freeze it and go back in time.