Mood: Okaaaay
Song: Hold On; Senses Fail
Mmm I wanna see them so badly.
But the closest shows are NOLA and NC.
Ha.
Zak said he'd go with me and Brittney said she'd try...But idk.
I hardly have enough time as it is.
College work college work.
And I've been hanging out with my friends a lot more.
Liiiike. I went to the mall with them, ate sum foood, drove around, and then went to my houseee.
I saw Avenged Sevenfold and Stone Sour with them.
Pretty good. Pretty good.
I kinda understand now.
How people just love hanging out with friends.
It feels so lonely now. Haha.
I hardly have friends in college. I mean I talk to people...But its not the same as my old friends.
And I don't really talk to anyone online anymore...
It really is...Lonely haha.
I feel like I'm suffocating my friends because I'm always like "OMFG LETS HANG OUT"
But they say I'm not.
Its SO WEIRD.
Because I don't usually get lonely!
I'm the kind of person who usually likes being alone..
I feel kinda off.
Beth was telling me how she felt the same.
I dunno.
She's taking it differently than I am though.
She's not even really talking to anyone other than me and David.
I don't think I want to be like that though!
I love Zach, Hunter, Taylor, and Alex! ):
....omg all my friends are boys haha.
Ugh its so weird.
Its just like being an adult hits you in the face.
the need to hang out with people is killing me haha.
God.
And I want to go traveling for some odd reason.
Life is so weird right now.
I feel like I'm in this...Awkward teen/adult phase.
Song: Hold On; Senses Fail
Mmm I wanna see them so badly.
But the closest shows are NOLA and NC.
Ha.
Zak said he'd go with me and Brittney said she'd try...But idk.
I hardly have enough time as it is.
College work college work.
And I've been hanging out with my friends a lot more.
Liiiike. I went to the mall with them, ate sum foood, drove around, and then went to my houseee.
I saw Avenged Sevenfold and Stone Sour with them.
Pretty good. Pretty good.
I kinda understand now.
How people just love hanging out with friends.
It feels so lonely now. Haha.
I hardly have friends in college. I mean I talk to people...But its not the same as my old friends.
And I don't really talk to anyone online anymore...
It really is...Lonely haha.
I feel like I'm suffocating my friends because I'm always like "OMFG LETS HANG OUT"
But they say I'm not.
Its SO WEIRD.
Because I don't usually get lonely!
I'm the kind of person who usually likes being alone..
I feel kinda off.
Beth was telling me how she felt the same.
I dunno.
She's taking it differently than I am though.
She's not even really talking to anyone other than me and David.
I don't think I want to be like that though!
I love Zach, Hunter, Taylor, and Alex! ):
....omg all my friends are boys haha.
Ugh its so weird.
Its just like being an adult hits you in the face.
the need to hang out with people is killing me haha.
God.
And I want to go traveling for some odd reason.
Life is so weird right now.
I feel like I'm in this...Awkward teen/adult phase.
