I just want to be accepted for who I am! I am bisexual. I had a girfriend who I was very in love with, and who I gave my everything to. I gave her my body mind and heart. My parents made us break up, though she was the best thing that ever happened to me. We're still in love, but we can no longer be together.
I get a lot of crap for being bi at school, but that doesn't bother me. I've learned to get over it and look past it. It's the crap I get at home that hurts the most. every time I talk about gay rights/pride, or anything relating to gays, my dad gets up and leaves the room. My mom...she doesnt seem to care for it, but she puts up with it. My grandmother thinks all gays and bisexuals ought to be shot. Once again, I face more discrimination. I'm more gay than bi, which can be a problem. And I get a lot of s**t for it. I want the s**t I get to stop.
I'm no different from anyone else- from any of you. You cut me, I bleed. Our bodies look the same, we all have the same internal makeup. All that's different is my sexuality. And what's the big deal about that? I am judged- like so many others- by what's on the outside.
How will people ever live to see TRUE beauty, if they cannot look past a face and an action? will they ever learn? All the discrimination i get in high school has made me a better person. Im not quick to judge anymore. But...high school has also made me wish I hadn't come out about who and what I am. And yet...hiding from the world means hiding from my heart, and I can't do that. I just want to be SEEN as the same as everyone else. I am the same, but no one notices it. I want the discrimination to end! Gaia is the only place I'm truly "safe" and accepted anmore, which is depressing...
 Beautiful.x.Nightmare · Tue Apr 25, 2006 @ 02:05pm · 1 Comments |
