It didn't work, as others warned me it wouldn't. He imediately began asking me for sex, and touching me in ways that I said were innappropriate. But no...he didn't stop. So...as much as it hurt...I broke things off. Now, im dating someone who I was friends with for a bit, whose name is Zak. Im actually happy with him, and he doesnt pressure me to "do things" with him, if you know what I mean. I wont pretend we havent had a bit of fun, but its nice that he stops if Im not comfortable with something. He respects me, and I like that. I about choked this morning...he said, "I love you" just out of nowhere. I mean, I know it sounds like I love everyone, but I dont. Ive only loved twice. And with Zak, theres a deep sort of affection that is borederlining on love. Im not sure yet, but...well, maybe it is.
 Beautiful.x.Nightmare · Thu Sep 28, 2006 @ 02:13am · 0 Comments |
