So, I gave him a note on Thursday, telling him plainly and simply that I love him. When he read it, he spit out his milk. (it was lunchtime). lol. He wrote back that he would most definately talk to me later, and I found the next day that I had no problem calling him away from his friends. We walked out to the bleachers together at lunch on Friday and sat with our arms around each other- hand in hand- just talking about everything and nothing. After school, we walked through the halls and past the busses holding hands. I said, "So does this mean..." he said, "I guess it does." So we are, once again, officially dating. Im so happy, I feel like my feet havent touched the ground in three days. Its incredible, really. Im so glad that I decided to take a risk, against everyones and my better judgement. We'll see where things go. I know hes hurt me in the past, but I couldnt deny my love for him, and I needed him to know how I felt. It turns out, he told me he feels exactly the same way. So though the odds are against us, we are taking a risk, and I think it might turn out for the best. It's been a long and sometimes painful journey, getting this far. I tried to forget about him and move on...but my heart was too readily given to him. So I hurt, but now I can stop hurting. Maybe together, we will paint a beautiful picture, though there are sure to be flaws in the brushstrokes.
 Beautiful.x.Nightmare · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 11:43pm · 0 Comments |
