It's just that little teeny issue I get the day before. Worse than butterflies, I'm afraid. It's more like....birds of prey.
Actually it starts the night before, by sleeping horribly and waking an hour before my alarm. Like, wide awake. Then, I feel like crud in addition to being nervous to the point of banging my head against the wall or nausea, or crying/moodswings. I got it really bad this year. I mean, I know I will be perfectly fine once we start, but until then.....
And having the opening line doesn't help, either.
Gawd, Someone pray for me here. I've got a really bad day ahead of me before a night that could go either way.....
*JustForThe Record
