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.........I hate my family sometimes. Mostly my brother. Always my brother. I wish my brother would die sometimes. I hope he burns in hell sometimes. I hope he get's hit by a car sometimes. I hope he gets raped sometimes. I hope he.....you get the picture.

He's a flipping moron. He truely is. I don't know how he expects to make it through life sometimes, but selling drugs is not going to by him a house. He's not going to having any kids because no self-respecting woman would marry him, and the ones who would will get beating to death for something stupid like the fricken` TELEPHONE.

I was talking on the phone, I had BARELY been on for 5 minutes(No exaggeration), and he walks in and the first thing out of his mouth is, "Jada, get off, I need to call mom and dad." I asked him doesn't he have a cell phone, he stupidly says no, and I asked him again, same answer. I wasn't gonna get off the phone because he can't tell me what to do and when to do it, and I don't know Dylan's phone number(Only Zak knows....), so I refused. He got mad and tried to unplug the phone, so I ran back to my room and got on my phone. FIRST MISTAKE: Not locking my damn door. So, he come back to unplug my phone, and takes the phone out of my hands. I reach to get it back and he says that I was trying to hit him(Yeah, like that would do much. A barely 15-year-old girl against a almost 18-year-old boy is almost criminal. [Slightly exaggerated]), and he pushs me, knockimg me to the ground. SECOND MISTAKE: Getting too angry. I shouldn't of, but I threw the water I had in my hand at him, getting him wet. Ooooo.....So he gets mad and starts hitting me while I'm down. I now have a bruise on my leg and a huge welt on my arm from where he hit me. Luckly, I heal fast, so that's not one of my worries. After he's done assauting me, he walks away, so I throw my empty cup at him and we have a yelling fight after he hits me with the cup I threw. I storm off to Daums, because just being in his presence now makes me want to vomit. I didn't even put on my shoes; I went into the garage and found a pair of my dads.

It's pisses me off that he thinks that he can walk all over me...I shouldn't retort, but if I don't, he WILL walk all over me, and I will not have that. Over my fricken` dead body. I don't like having to report to my parents either. It makes me think that I have to depend on them for help, but I can't not tell them either. Oh well. Maybe I should take some self-defense classes. I did get ice cream out of the deal though.

I'm not as mad right now...I got my Kingdom Hearts manga finally, and that keeps me happy.

Gryph: You must love you're brother, Jada.... *head gets chopped off by Caleb*

Shut the hell up Gryph....you don't know me..... domokun