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Summer. . . .[sigh] Looking back before today I would have had no regrets, but now I can't help but feel enraged that I have been left out of like everything important to me. Maybe now I will know the bitter taste I sometimes unknowingly give to others... or it's just me being cruel to myself again in an attempt to balance my emotions again. Whatever. Right now I just am so through with trying cause I got really far on Kingdom Hearts 2 but it wouldn't save even though I had enough space. So we were going to borrow my cousin's but my brother shut the game off.... and I was having so much fun I got to the Coluseum. I cried so much whenever Axel was speaking, whether joy or saddness cause you have to betray and kill him. I really don't have the heart to killl even a video character I love without crying. Really, it is kinda pathetic how weak I am alone.