I would love to be with Chris again, and I'm losing every feeling for Joe. I don't know what to do.. but I knwo what I ache for.
Should I drop everything and be with Chris again in every complete way?
.. Or should I stay with Joe.. the one who is nearby and who has been there through everything ever since I moved?
Sometimes I htink CHris has changed so much that it's impossible for us to be the same... but I want us to have that love again.. I want it so bad.
But Joe is so sweet and loving and caring. How could I just leave him?
I think I should go with Chris.. despite what my mind tells me. I can't be sure I'm right, but I can see if he and I are really meant to be.
Joe will always be here if Chris and I fall apart... but for now.. I don't want CHris and I to fall again. And I don't want to get rid of Joe, but I'm not doing this again. So Chris it is.
I have to tell Joe... oh God this is going to be hard.. and it will take a while, too
 haloisbymyhorns · Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 02:45am · 0 Comments |
