This is the exact convo Joe and I are having at the moment... If I plan to dump him, my guilt will kill me first.
"Sunflower Not: ...hey
PeanutButtaJoe: hey
PeanutButtaJoe: you are my starshine and i don't know if this will even help you any at all, but i haven't said it in awhile, and i just wanted to tell you how happy you make me
Sunflower Not: ...
Sunflower Not: i make you miserable
PeanutButtaJoe: no you don't
PeanutButtaJoe: *huggles tightly*
Sunflower Not: yes i do *pushes away* you looked depressed tonight and i made it worse
PeanutButtaJoe: no you don't, emily i get sad or miserable sometimes become i just want to help you, and i don't know what to do.. things will always be miserable every now and then but the happy times are far worth the weight of anything like those small sprees of sadness
Sunflower Not: i still make you sad
PeanutButtaJoe: i don't care emily, i made you sad the other night at the football game we can't make each other happy all of the time, but the least i can do is to try, i wanna try to make you happy because you mean alot to me
Sunflower Not: i made you sad first
PeanutButtaJoe: please emily, just quit worrying about that, i got over it, i'm more concerned that my own actions made you sad, yes i'm being a hypocrit when i say that but i don't care your smile and happiness seem to make things melt away, just your call last night, even if you didn't know what to say calmed me down enough to the point where i was actually really tired instead of mad, and i actually got a good nights sleep while cuddling with joeily"
Crapola... mad
 haloisbymyhorns · Thu Sep 07, 2006 @ 01:04am · 0 Comments |
