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Am I Broken or Just Different?
Can you see yourself in there?
When you love, there will never be "the one". No matter what you beleive it will never happen. You know why? It's because everyone you have met is "the one". There is only one person like them. Everyone is unique in their own way. It may be their past, their future, or thier present. No matter what you say you have loved everyone you have met.
There are many types of love. There is the love that you just want each other to be happy whether it is with you or not you don't care. There is a love that you want them to burn with pain every breath they take, you love to see that person in pain and suffering. There is a love that you want to be with the person to learn about them and care for them for eternity. There are endless possibilities of love. Don't ever say "he's the one" or ask "is he the one?" cause I hate it.
The world is not a Disney movie and we all know that. So then why are we all so caught up on creating a world that is like that. We cannot possibly live up to the standards that we put up for each other. It is truly sad.
So ask yourself have you ever thought like me?






User Comments: [3]
wandering daydreamer
Community Member





Tue Nov 14, 2006 @ 05:13am


heh. I have to say this.

...I have thought of different denominations of love...

but, I believe that I have fallen for people too many times.


dark_bear17
Community Member





Fri Nov 17, 2006 @ 02:57am


wow thats some crazy stuff you got there althought its all truth


mokonawings
Community Member





Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 06:51pm


Hai Sakura! I know exactly what you are talking about! But I still sometimes torture myself endlessly by asking "is he the one?" sometimes. At least I have. I think that's why the one time I was infatuated... I felt something incredibly painful, scary, and confusing rather than something that was happy. But sometimes my undescribable intuitive senses kick in, and I can't help but feel lonely... I can't help but long for someone... when i have no idea if that someone really exists or not. I feel that they're there, but I just can't place who Im feeling for in my heart. Its almost as if they're in a different lifetime... or that they knew me from before I was born... Its almost as if I have known so many people and have loved them immensely... but forgotten each and every one at my birth... or that there is a piece of myself I left behind when I entered into mortality. Yet I know for a fact that our lives is decided by no one but ourselves, so I try to live my life for what I want to be and for what I want to to do to play my part in the world... and I try not to waste time wondering if I have a decided destiny... even if it could be destiny and fate that created me in the first place. I think its just a fact that people fear reality... thats why they create things in hopes that they will live what others believe to be something good. Because they don't know what it is to be "good" otherwise. It's sad and pitiful, but its the truth. And sometimes you have to accept the truth if you want to go on living.


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