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The Diary Of Imperfection(A Work In Progress)
I am changing this journal to a diary of my progress of getting clean( trying to quit my self-mutilation....)
Why Am I Here If No1 Cares?
Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems To Care?

To Make Lives A Hell,
Or 2 Make Myself Suffer?

Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems To Care?

To Punish Me For My Deeds,
Did I Do Something Wrong In The Past?

Did I Kill Some1,
Hurt Some1,
Do Something 2 Some1 Who Was Like Me?

Im Noticed By No1,
No1 Weeps 4 Me,
No1 Shares Love For Me

I Ask Again,
Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems 2 Care?


I Feel So Emtpy Now....I dont know why I just feel myself plunging deep into darkness...I thought I was starting to heal with the help of my friends but it isnt working...I ask for help but my family doesnt listen what will make them see I need help!?! If I start another school massacre, If I fall off a bridge, If I OD on drugs....
WHAT WILL MAKE THEM SEE THAT I NEED HELP!!!
Not like they care though...They stop caring a long time ago....I see my friends worried but they have their own lives to life...I can only think of one thing to do now...and that is take my lfe....but Im scared...I need help...Please
Someone help me...
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lucien221
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 12, 2007 @ 04:19pm
..................................damn...........................................


commentCommented on: Sat Jan 13, 2007 @ 03:49am
J-Chan.....we all have our moments when we wish we weren't alive. But I'm afraid to tell you, that your only 14. You still have the rest of your life to live, and so many things to do. Ending it here would only prove how pointless existance was. We'd all be crused if you hurt, or killed yourself, and instead of hurting yourself, you'd be hurting us. Wheather we show it or not, we all love you very much J-Chan. If your having problems, just say so, and we can try to help you. Throwing your life away just isn't the best thing to do, and you know it.

Remember: If no one else is there for you, your friends are. 3nodding

I'd hug you right now but....I think you've done MORE than enough.... sweatdrop

-J-Kun

Random Quote: "I'm telling you! I'm NOT EMO......I'm emotionaly challenged"



LilHouseKat
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Shroud King of Darkness
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commentCommented on: Sun Jan 14, 2007 @ 02:12pm
JJ...i need to have a word with you...pm me when your back on and youi get this comment -_-


commentCommented on: Sun Jan 14, 2007 @ 09:29pm
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GoddessAmaya
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