Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems To Care?
To Make Lives A Hell,
Or 2 Make Myself Suffer?
Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems To Care?
To Punish Me For My Deeds,
Did I Do Something Wrong In The Past?
Did I Kill Some1,
Hurt Some1,
Do Something 2 Some1 Who Was Like Me?
Im Noticed By No1,
No1 Weeps 4 Me,
No1 Shares Love For Me
I Ask Again,
Why Am I Here,
If No1 Seems 2 Care?
I Feel So Emtpy Now....I dont know why I just feel myself plunging deep into darkness...I thought I was starting to heal with the help of my friends but it isnt working...I ask for help but my family doesnt listen what will make them see I need help!?! If I start another school massacre, If I fall off a bridge, If I OD on drugs....
WHAT WILL MAKE THEM SEE THAT I NEED HELP!!!
Not like they care though...They stop caring a long time ago....I see my friends worried but they have their own lives to life...I can only think of one thing to do now...and that is take my lfe....but Im scared...I need help...Please
Someone help me...
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The Diary Of Imperfection(A Work In Progress)
I am changing this journal to a diary of my progress of getting clean( trying to quit my self-mutilation....)
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