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Why do I keep thinking like this!! Blush appears on my face each time I think of this guy...I used to hate him a long time ago and now I'm having all sorts of dreams about him and it's so embarrassing!!! And when I think about the dreams or about him, I start blushing!! What is wrong with me? Could I be falling for him? I've never told anyone about this before...

I can never tell anyone because it is so embarrassing and I know people will make fun of me. I would tell my best friend but then she would be all, "I knew it!! I knew you liked him!! The both of you were so ment to be!!" And I don't want that...That's why I like keeping things like this to myself. There are a lot of things that people don't know about me. This is probably why I'm keeping this private.

About the dreams, I had one last night. He moved away a couple years ago. I dreamt that he came back this year. And...he the only reason why he came back was because my friends had given a picture of me to him. He grew a crush on me because of it. Then he came back and he asked me out. At the time, I was in love with someone else. So I kept refusing. Then I just woke up. ::blushes:: I can't help these feelings!! Am I falling in love with him?