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Am I Broken or Just Different?
Full Body Analysis
So basically I just wanted to inform you all that I had a major mental breakdown. I was shaking uncontrollably, vrying, and could not be handled. My dad ended up helping me out of it but it was hard to come back. That's all I feel comfortable telling you all for now.

As a result I am trying harder on following my therapy. So yeah, woot stare for worksheets about positive thinking. Really this s**t is bogus. I would laugh if I didn't need it so much xp

I just checked my journal out.... damn I have a lot of entries. eek I didn't notice that before. heart






User Comments: [3]
Robohaven
Community Member





Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 11:31pm


...ish auntie okies now?


Angulogirl
Community Member





Thu Feb 22, 2007 @ 05:19am


My personal thought on life is- Screw therapy! SpongyRooms Are the bestest and they give you a nice warm jacket ^_^ (Note: Not being rude or anything, I for realz have an obsession with Spongyrooms... Ask me tomorrow 3nodding )


mokonawings
Community Member





Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 06:25pm


Sakura... whatever happened... just remember that... I love you. You are loved. You are not alone. The Spirit continually flows inside of you... providing you with all that you need to function... all that you need to live. He/she will never leave you... God needs you just like we need him/her. You don't need to do therapy if you don't want it. You don't need to feel forced to do anything. The Great Spirit enables us to live in a way that lets us live at our own will. Look inside of you... try to confront what is haunting you and eating at your soul... it takes courage... but you have to be aware of reality and what is putting you through all this pain. Once you are aware of it... once you know what it is... only then can you get rid of it... only then can you move on. I had to do the same thing. It was scary and difficult, but I had to confront the Chimaera in me and defeat it... with only the Great Spirit and a childish hope at my side. But I lived... so I know that its not impossible to kill pain. You helped me Sakura. You helped me feel like I could be myself amongst other people. And although Im often afraid to say it... its true. I love you. I love all of you. And I want to help you. You said you were there for me. But I'm also here for you. "Philos" is something that's very powerful. It's a love that lasts forever, no matter how long friends are apart. It takes time to grow, but I'm not afraid to let it exist anymore. Its your choice Sakura... but if you want me to help you... don't hesitate to call for me. heart


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