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I HAVE A NEW FOOL PROOF PLAN!

I shall forget my friends.

Yeah. I said it. It seems like it would work. Doesn't it? I keep tearing up at that stoopid song I'm Just A Kid. IT'S SO ******** TRUE! I hate it. EXTREMELY dislike it. NO! I HATE IT! I was just thinking...........what would happen if D.D. got out again and she got hit by a car? OR A TRUCK? I would just die on the inside! Just like those guys on the Dresden Files.......Che-yeah. But anyways, if I forget my friends, I can get my schedule all good and stuff, and then I won't get turned down as much, forgotten as much, and I'll stop being selfcentered. It's so perfect!

There is the chance that it will just end up where my friends will hold an intervention or something like that and they ask me why I stopped calling and starting any coversation.

Then I finally get to ask "Why haven't you started?"

I think that would work.

But my friends have no clue that I feel this way. Except Kailee. And that's only one of my friends. And I think that no one except her would notice.

But don't worry, I'm not gonna forget all of you. Just the friends that never talk to me.

Do you think I'm self-centered? (<< Answer this question )

I do.