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I don't really have anything important to say, I just want to b***h about my life and such yet at the same time I don't want to tell anyone anything so it's sorta complicated. for all that know me I'm a pretty happy person but I'm also very submissive so I tend to let a lot of things slide and don't say what I should say at the time because it's easier for me to make a joke then be honest with my feelings. I should probebly just stop writing before I start babbling or repeating myself but I feel like typing. Anyway, although most of the time I'm a very opinionated person sometimes I don't voice myself because I'm afraid I'll hurt someones feelings or some s**t like that, it's really hard to be one and the other if that makes sense. I don't even know why I'm writing this right now, I guess it's one part boredom and two parts insomnia, ehh, what ever, it's just the works of my mind, I should probably stop before I start babbling or repeating myself.....wait.....Anyway, I'll leave you with this thought, how often do people say what they want to? How often do we say something that we don't mean just to please someone else or to be liked better? How often is what we say what we mean? Thats all I have to say, Now I'm going to stop before I start babbling or repeating myself.