• Ode to My Lover

    Though we've been together for 3 months
    It seems longer then that.
    We have yet to see each other because of your mother.
    We are 80 miles apart though I travel that 80 miles every other weekend.
    Ode to my lover

    Plans to see each other always seem to fail.
    Your mother dislikes me cause you meet me online.
    I always wonder is worth it to wait in slience to hear your voice.
    Ode to my lover

    You go to a school where ever one likes you.
    I go to a school where not many know I am someone real.
    So many girls want you to love them like you claim to love me.
    I wonder all the time is this all true or just a lie that I don't want to end.
    Ode to my lover

    I know you love me as I love you but is it all true.
    You know how mad with jealousy I get when you tell me how girls keep jumping all over you.
    You have someone to comfort you all the time, when I dont.
    You don't know how I feel.
    Ode to my lover

    You make me feel everything from being depressed to happy.
    Should I give up and go back to being alone or keep trying to find a way?
    I don't know what to think anymore. I doubt you do either.
    But we always seem to try and convience each other that we can't leave each other.
    Ode to my lover

    What happened to the guy I first meet right before school began?
    Something happened to him. The one guy I could tell him anything.
    The happy hyper guy that had a smile on his face all the time.
    He knows and I know that everything changed because I came in to his life.
    Ode to my lover.

    We know that things got worse in our lives.
    He says it's worth it to love me even if it hurts him alot.
    He says he would do anything for me.
    But he's not here so that not everything.
    Ode to my lover.