• I remember when I was born.
    I was engulfed in a bright light.
    From the moment I open my eyes life fascinated me.
    I would run through the feilds yapping away.
    I loved the warmth of the sun on my fur.
    But all my happiness was drained away when things began to change.
    My brothers and sisters would attack me; biting my skin.
    I hated them but I hated my mother the most.
    Whenever I'm attacked she would just stand there looking at me as if I were never there.
    In a matter of days I was an outcast toward my family.
    I've never once looked back to see if they missed me.
    However my family was now my lost sacntuary.
    Animals would attack me and I don't know how to hunt.
    I was starving and weak. I want my mother but she doesn't know my existance.
    From a distance I watch mother teach my brothers and sisters how to hunt.
    After two long long agonizing weeks I was finally able to hunt.
    I pounce and I attack but i wasn't strong enough.
    The only food I could find successfully were rats, raccoons, and squrrils.
    I'm hungry and I can hardly eat this.
    But if i don't eat it the foxes would get it but if i do eat it the food would just come right out of my throat.
    I'm scared but I need to surrvie, I have to.
    I'm strong now.
    So strong in fact I can now kill those finicky foxes that try to steal my food.
    I got a male! Finally some real food!
    I no longer feel pain in my stomach but now I no longer feel fear.
    As I grow I was able to get a few deer but only fauns until the buck came and tried to kill me.
    My hate starts to glow.
    I have lived so long in solitude and in pain and I want to surrvive.
    I jump and I sank my teeth into his soft neck.
    A red river rolls down his neck until he can breath no more.
    I can hunt! I now know that I can live.
    Through the years I hunted getting a little better everytime.
    I killed the hellish female bear Shergo.
    But the food is becoming scarce and my stomach is feeling pain again.
    There was an unknown place near by my home.
    It was a giant red wooden den and near it was food.
    I crept up next to the border watching the white fluffy animals move slowly as they complained and baaed.
    I can't help myself no longer.
    I pounced and sunk my teeth into its neck.
    I hear someone yelling at me followed by a bang
    At that moment I could feel myself no more.