• It was the first time I’ve seen you with your eyes closed.

    And it was all my fault. I knew even you could see that in your last glimpses of life. You saw through me, you solved the entire case in your one last breath. My dark side had been revealed to you, finally, and you wouldn’t do a thing.

    No matter how I look back at it, your death was an extremely minor victory for me. A victory, but with one of the worse consequences one could throw upon themselves. I lost my greatest enemy, and the only one outside my family I have ever truly cared about. The world had lost it’s greatest asset…but I realize now that I lost much more than that.

    I never told you how much you meant to me, and showed so little. I never truly told you I love you. I hope you knew anyways, despite my ‘secrecy’. You always said people were easy to read.

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    …

    This…this pain…I…can’t help but wonder if you’ve ever felt like this before. Maybe, when you looked into my eyes and saw who I was. I wish you were still here.. The regret hurts more than these wounds.

    …

    You once said that you thought sunsets were beautiful. You were right. …I want to stop and watch the sun fade, but I can’t. They’re running after me, I can just tell. I have to make due with watching the evening fall through the corner of my blurry eyes.

    You’d laugh if you could see me now. I’m pathetic, aren’t I?
    Running from them, from your prodigy. Matsuda had shot my right arm out..

    …It hurts. Too much. I’d rather die then go through any more of this…

    I can’t run anymore.
    I have to stop. Everything hurts to much; and they’ll never find me here. I can relax for a bit here.

    …

    I don’t want to die. If I die, I won’t be able to see you again. I’m Kira. I can’t go to Heaven with you. I can’t even burn in Hell.

    Ow.

    My heart hurts…I can hardly feel it beating anymore… …No!

    I don’t want to die~!
    I need to visit your grave…and tell you that I love you.
    …But I can’t move.

    …I feel it.
    Death. It’s right next to me. It’s cold.

    …

    Ryuzaki.
    L.

    You solved the Kira case with your dying breath, I hope you can hear mine. I feel my heartbeat fading…Death is ready to take me. I hope you’re up there, I hope you can see who I really am. I hope you can understand this:…

    .

    .That,

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    L, my Angel…

    ”I love you.”