• It was valentines day woooo todays the day,todays the day iam gonna tell her that i love her.
    jeaneate gonzalez after all this time I still remember her name white pale skin beutiful blond hair, and the smartest girl that ever was in our private school.I woke up and headed for the shower scrub my body five times as hard as usual ,I scrubed evry inch of my body even between the toes.i got out and sneak to my parents bathroom took my dads colone and pratickly drowned myself in it. i was gonna take no chances so I brush my teeth ten times and drowned my mouth with mouthwash i also got my afro pick and picked my hair to perfection. I even told my mom of this day so she gave me my dads shirt which suprisingly fit
    I was ready the long awaited car ride was killing me my heart pounding so hard it was breacking my rib cages. I liked this girl since kindergarden and was dreaming every single day how I was gonna tell her of my feelings. finaley the car stops at the school parking lot I was hesitant to leave the care after a few deep breaths i finaley got out the car and headed for the cafeteria. Once I arrived I asked one of my freinds josue to if he saw jeaneate he said no but also asked why. now this guy was my freind since kindergarden so i spilled the dirt of my super secreat crush that no one knew about . he laughed typical response for us we were in elemantary school what do you expect.after a few minutes the bell tang time to go to class i went outside to form thel line that we had to make back then and sure enough everyone formed the line.and then a really messed up car came by the parking lot a car i knew oh so well it was jeanetes grandmas car and sure enough she got out and went to the back of the line we were moving so I decided to tell her when we went to class.finaley we whent the class i took some deep breaths and headed her way my heart pounding as hard as it possibly can and ho there i was face to face with the girl i praticley spend my whole childhood on i took some deep breaths and finaley said 'jeaneate i loved you since kindergaden and i was wonderng if you will go out with me.then silence she loocked at me with a neurtal look in her face it could have gone either way.'no I dont go out with aliens'i just lookeed at her here the girl i loved telling me iam a alien.'i would rather date a monkey' pure heartbreak i can actualey feel my heart bleeding tears in my eyes i actualey expected a no but i dint think it would be so bad after a few minutes i was the talk of fith grade so much that the teachers actualey came by and lectued me on how i was too young too love but i never listen to them it was love young love but still love.5 years later iam a happy person i recovered from the heartbreak iam just being my old self agan hehehehe but to this day i cant stand the day febuary 14 thats the one day where iam stuck im my lonley dark corner