• here i am
    biting my tongue to stay on your good side
    i never wanted this
    never dreamed of it
    i thought it was suppose to be fun
    the best times of our lives
    but i guess not
    i thought i was everything
    but coming here i feel so small
    i wanna be this
    but cant stand up and do it
    i wish i could go back to the time
    where i was the cool girl
    the one everyone wanted to be
    the one all the girls hated
    and the girl all the guys dated
    i guess its true ...
    when they say you only get to live a moment once.
    i dream all day of this one guy
    who probably doesn't even know i exist.
    i envy other girls.
    i work every day to maintain my friends.
    i just wish i could start over.