• agonizing pain
    runs through me
    my life is like a shadow
    of a black universe anger
    is pressured in my veins
    causing the madness to
    dart at the enemy the mind
    hallucinates your sweet dreams
    to brutal, ugly nightmares im scared.
    .. im scared the cold fear runs down my
    spine and fades my heartbeat till it gets
    weaker and weaker and stops my mind
    races from the panic but slows when my
    heart re-fuels your head spins and everything
    and.... everyone is like ..... nothing the light
    was like a precious, fragile, delicate gift to me
    but it was lost because of my sad shattered
    heart no one gave me the love i wanted beca-
    use my heart was too broken, yet too fragile
    to fix i am the girl who lost the power of con-
    trol i am the girl who never showed pride or
    happiness on the inside i am ..... dead and never
    will be...reborn life.. is always a blank vision..